mm eheh
brillan las luces pero faltas tú
I used to picture you landing in my city
telling you hey Ill show you everything pretty
Pink storefronts rooftops latenight food spots
all the places I swore wed hit nonstop
But you never got the chance to make it out here
stuck in bullshit paperwork waiting year after year
And before life even gave you space to breathe
it ripped you away and that shit still makes me seethe
We didnt talk much yeah I know thats true
cause my Spanish wasnt great and I felt awkward too
But dont think for a second I didnt fucking care
I carry that guilt everywhere everywhere
I saw the change saw your light burn low
and it scared me cause I fucking know
Ive been down that hole felt that same dark shit
I recognized the look the second I saw it
And now Im stuck here wishing I wasnt right
wishing Id fought harder
mm eheh
brillan las luces pero faltas tú
Youre my sweet ghost haunting every street I walk
every place I planned for us every stupid little talk
Youre my sweet ghost and it crushes my chest
cause you deserved softness you deserved rest
Youre my sweet ghost
and it makes me wanna fight
every reason every failure that left you alone at night
We were kids once laughing at dumb shit
all those tiny jokes only we got a bit
But growing up I watched you dim year by year
and I hate myself for pretending it wasnt clear
This world failed you
and the truth hits like a punch this world did you dirty as hell
If you needed someone
Fuck I shouldve been the one to yell
Now Im screaming at the ceiling till my throat goes raw
mad at fate mad at silence mad at every fucked up flaw
How the hell were you hurting with no one to call
How the hell did you carry that weight all on your own
You were fighting demons nobody saw
and now Im left here breaking every time Im alone
Im tired of people telling me time heals pain
Someone like you shouldve stayed shouldve grown
and the holidays hit harder cause youre gone
mm eheh
brillan las luces pero faltas tú
Youre my sweet ghost haunting every street I walk
every plan I made for us every damn day we lost
Youre my sweet ghost and it tears up my chest
cause you deserved peace not a world that failed your best
Youre my sweet ghost
and it makes me wanna fight
every silence every system that left you alone at night
Mmmmm huhhhh heh hee mmm
Sweet ghost I feel you in every place I go
every dream I had for us is now a wound I cant sew
Sweet ghost Im pissed off Im hurting Im loud
cause you deserved sunlight not a world that shut you out
Sweet ghost
you shouldve been here you shouldve stayed
and Ill carry you forever in the mess this world made
mm eheh
brillan las luces pero faltas tú
BiBi
