Verse 1:
I wrested with the shadows that you’ll never see.
The ones that suffocated me.
I Learned to embraced my thoughts,
From the monsters that I fought.
And the things that it taught.
It was the pain that was my guide, not just the cost,
I started finding the pieces that I thought I lost.
Now I sit and raise my glass
With every demon from the past.
Who showed me that I could outlast.
Chorus:
I drink with my monsters,
Pour ‘em a shot.
Pull up a chair,
We talk about the battles I fought.
They know all my secrets,
The darkness I’ve caught—
We laugh through the madness
Of every wild thought.
Verse 2:
I begged for peace, just stared down the void,
But all I heard was the noise
Thousands of voices pulling me apart,
Twisting the blade, tearing at my heart.
So I screamed back, just to let the silence break.
I tore off the mask, and let the real me wake
No white flag from backing down
I wear my scars like a crown.
Made a throne out of my rage,
Turned my hurt into a war I wage.
Now I toast to the chaos I’ve survived,
To every night I swore I’d never make it out alive.
Chorus:
I drink with my monsters,
Pour ‘em a shot.
Pull up a chair,
We talk about the battles I fought.
They know all my secrets,
The darkness I’ve caught—
We laugh through the madness
Of every wild thought.
Verse 3:
Now I walk through the fire like I lit the flame,
Tamed the fear, and gave it a name.
These haunted halls, they echo my song,
But I learned that broken doesn’t mean wrong.
I forged a truth from every lie I was fed,
Built a home in the battles inside my head.
No more running, no more disguise,
I see the devil when I look in my eyes.
But he nods, ’cause he knows who I became—
Not a victim, not a ghost—just untamed.
Chorus:
I drink with my monsters,
Pour ‘em a shot.
Pull up a chair,
We talk about the battles I fought.
They know all my secrets,
The darkness I’ve caught—
We laugh through the madness
Of every wild thought.
