My Apologies

My apologies,I know I fucked up ,my conscience is killing me slowly to think about it, I can't even face you to talk about it but through this melodies and perfect tempo you are going to hear about it so babe I am sorry I couldn't open the doors for you when I had a chance to,I am sorry, I couldn't pay the bills at home when I had to, I am sorry for listening to my buddies when all I had is you ,the pain I feel when I think of you and things I did to you,I wish I can erase them so we start over again, I admit ,I was wrong and I was delusional even to think of it , Forgive me for my starbon ego and with all that said I just want to let you know that, I miss you and this is the truth.My personal person All this is for you, I promise, I will change not for you but for me and our future.I can't be dependent on you, to hold it down everytime so I am stepping up my game to high levels, Levels of providing, levels of concurring and levels of growth and girl that's the truth. My only dream is to see you happy and make kids by you and live happy by you and that's some levels. Baby let's stand together,grind together and concur every circumstances together. All this dramas and unnecessary fights are delays from the devil so let's ignore and count our blessings no more stressing s over uncertainties because I am here to stay and grow with you so babe I am sorry Again My apologies