[Verse 1]
Empty glass on the nightstand
Blue pills in a crooked line
Your name on my cracked screen
Glowing in the dark
Every time
I say I'm fine to the mirror
But the tremble gives me away
I trace our faces in the dust
Like that could make you stay
[Chorus]
This porcelain heart keeps breaking the same way
Every time I love
I lose a piece of me
I drown the pain
But it still knows my name
It keeps calling
Calling me
I reach for you
But you're gone like the smoke
In a room that only remembers your ghost
This porcelain heart
It cuts me when I hold
Too tight
Too close
[Verse 2]
Half asleep on the bathroom floor
Cold tile and a ringing head
I hear your laugh in the hallway
But it's just echoes in my chest instead
I trade my sleep for a quiet mind
But the silence never stays
It fills with all the things we did
And all the words I never said
[Chorus]
This porcelain heart keeps breaking the same way
Every time I love
I lose a piece of me
I drown the pain
But it still knows my name
It keeps calling
Calling me
I reach for you
But you're gone like the smoke
In a room that only remembers your ghost
This porcelain heart
It cuts me when I hold
Too tight
Too close
[Bridge]
If I let go of the memories
Who am I when the high runs out?
If I let go of the hurt we built
Will there be anything left but doubt?
I'm so tired of these empty nights
Of trading days for one soft touch
But even in the dark I know
I still want too much (too much)
[Chorus]
This porcelain heart keeps breaking the same way
Every time I love
I lose a piece of me
I drown the pain
But it still knows my name
It keeps calling
Calling me
I reach for you
But you're gone like the smoke
In a room that only remembers your ghost
This porcelain heart
It cuts me when I hold
Too tight
Too close
[Outro]
Empty glass on the nightstand
Blue pills in a crooked line
I whisper that I'm letting go
But I’m still holding on inside