Still Your Son

[Chorus]
God, I know You’re up there, but I’m down on the floor,
Screamin’ through the silence, slamming every door.
I ain’t lost my faith, but I lost my way,
And I’ve said some things I still regret today.
If You’re still listenin', if there’s still love—
Then damn it, Father… ain’t I still Your son?
[Verse 1]
I walked in Your house with a bottle in hand,
Cursed at the cross, said I’d take a stand.
Told You Your mercy felt more like a curse,
Told You I'd write my own fate, for better or worse.
I broke down Your stone with the weight of my pain,
But I never stopped callin’ out Your name.
[Verse 2]
They told me You love me, but where has it been?
I was drowning in fire, tryin’ hard not to sin.
I ain’t perfect, Lord, but I’ve bled and I’ve tried,
And I swear I was prayin’ when everyone died.
Now I walk with the guilt, with the rage and the fear,
But I still whisper to You, hopin’ You’re near.
[Chorus]
God, I know You’re up there, but I’m down on the floor,
Screamin’ through the silence, slamming every door.
I ain’t lost my faith, but I lost my way,
And I’ve said some things I still regret today.
If You’re still listenin', if there’s still love—
Then damn it, Father… ain’t I still Your son?
[Verse 3]
I don’t want riches, I don’t want fame,
I just want peace without drowning in shame.
I want to wake up without fightin’ to breathe,
Want to believe You ain’t just watchin’ me bleed.
So if Your grace is real, if redemption’s done—
Then show me a sign… ‘cause I’m still Your son.
[Bridge]
Yeah, I screamed in Your face and I challenged Your will, 
But I never stopped hurtin’, never sat still.
I’m still here, Lord, and I ain’t run—
I’m just waitin’ for proof I ain’t too far gone.
[Chorus]
God, I know You’re up there, but I’m down on the floor,
Screamin’ through the silence, slamming every door.
I ain’t lost my faith, but I lost my way,
And I’ve said some things I still regret today.
If You’re still listenin', if there’s still love—
Then damn it, Father… ain’t I still Your son?
[Outro]
So here’s my heart, broken and bent,
Still beatin' with every ounce of repent.
If You’re still out there, don’t let me come undone—
I’m tired of the fight… but I’m still Your son.

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