Sinking heavy
**Verse 1**
Oh, sometimes I can’t stand it,
How much I crave you,
Outta nowhere,
It’s a minute, or two seconds …
Your scent hits me hard,
Your laugh’s like a spark,
Your tears tear me apart.
As I’m curled up on the couch,
Or stompin’ down the stairs,
Even cruisin’ down the highway,
Chasin’ dreams out somewhere.
It’s all these flashbacks, they’re heavy,
Bring me peace but they’re messy,
Not a real damn feeling to be this pressing.
**Chorus**
Every single time,
It blindsides me, not ready,
Feels like I’m sinkin’ heavy,
Try to shake off your memory,
And act like it don’t wreck me.
**Bridge**
Give me my months back,
But hell, just take ‘em,
Don’t hold my hand,
But don’t you dare let go.
Come back and beg me,
But damn, don’t even go there…
Because then just maybe…
**Verse 2**
I’m scared I’ll run into you,
But terrified that I won’t,
What a twisted mess to be in,
It’s a whirlwind I can't control.
Then I saw you for a heartbeat,
My blood froze, I was breakin’,
Just kept on rollin’ past you,
But damn, I can’t stop thinkin’.
Feels like we’re back where it started,
Wonderin’ if you were even real,
Or just a real P.O.S
**Bridge**
Give me my months back,
But hell, just take ‘em,
Don’t hold my hand,
But don’t you dare let go.
Come back and beg me,
But damn, don’t even go there…
Because then just maybe…
**Chorus**
Every single time,
It blindsides me, not ready,
Feels like I’m sinkin’ heavy,
Try to shake off your memory,
And act like it don’t wreck me.
**Outro**
At this point, I’m just furious,
That I’ll always compare them,
No one feels like we felt it,
No one feels like it’s meant it
And I’m tired of pretending
So give me my months back,
But hell, just take ‘em,
Don’t hold my hand,
But who cares, whatever, just wreck me!
