Life

Got a lot to give with this heart in me, But this life I live won't let me dream with a house that seems to be filled with a wife and family. 
I've been my own enemy, mentally getting worse, won't be long before I volunteer to whip the Hurst 
My happiness comes from lies the truth was unveiled ,  Now I'm face to face with my true self I will prevail. 
Never was one to tell tales, but jealous of these people living fantasies, quick to run from love, it might be the death of me. 
Living with these demons but these tenants see. A man they can use and I let em, cause what's the use I'm not blind to them since we reached a truce.
I ain't trying to hang any longer so cut the noose and bury me with love that you rarely show, Even in death I want to collect the debt you owe me I guess greed is something  that man can't avoid.
And if it's a sign of my time, then all I can ask for is a chance to see my children shine, I mixed up my days I was living in a haze, I look forward to seeing better Days.
Since I met you days are longer, since I met you nights are stronger, 
Since I met you life is worth living, you and me we keep on winning.
 Hope these days they never end, since I met you you have become my best friend. In my heart we are always two, with you I  am going to make it through, since I met you life so real.
 Every moment I can feel, since I met you days are bright, in your arms It feels so Right. 
The way you look at me is just like the way my mind sees us taking flight, I have been looking all my life for you to make my wife, God is good and so are you. 
Could not imagine without you what I would do, I have been blessed this is true, hope your  feeling the same too,I wrote this song it is just for you,I love you through and through,

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