This is it

came into this world in a cold ass place.
22 years old and I'm starting to find my way,  I am the Fourth Child born out of five, 
  Scared to get to close to the people I love the most, 
 Questioning myself about what I left. my mental struggle could cause my death.
 Praying everyday,  that God will let me pass this test,  22 years old  and giving it my best,
 if you see me on the streets, let me know what's up think ,I acknowledge you to have it tough,
 there is no easy way no matter which way you sway. Too many of us growing up this way, everyday we hustle trying to find our way, 
so we give it all we got,  trying to find the top,
  To all who hear this, may you be  Keep your head held up so people can see what's up.
 Don't let the darkness get in, we gonna whip that little red man  make him pay for those sins. 

Hip hop, sci-fi,post grunge, upbeat, Alternative,depressive, confident, male voice