Delusional

Sometimes feelings come and sometimes they go I’m not perfect this I know but I always tired to ensure that they were ok but I can’t keep no one hostage against what they want, I was misled and lied to and taken advantage of but I would have killed to make sure they were ok and that’s where it’s at, not sure how you got to where you are, but all the people around those great friends you say, but where were they when you needed help and the other needed help, not one reached out or gave a fuck, because there not your friends open your eyes and see what’s in front of you, the person responsible for all this is laughing right now, but I will still do what needs to be done because that person meant that much to me, so blame me for failing the first grade and blame me for all the misery here today, I know what the truth is and I am god with all and so is she. They didn’t call anyone your around to come get them did they?