Life’s a curse

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Where am I… I’m all alone again with friends I feel cold

But how can I end this, this feeling of hurt?

My head is all over I’m starting to curse… at the thought in my head saying I should die

Tell them they’re crazy…cause why would I

But part of me wants to take their side

Cause I’m useless I’m helpless I’m terrified

Repeating death over until…

Cause Why Would I take this live after I’ve survived all this time

Save me, Love me, HELP ME!. My chest it hurts… my heart is going to burst from the pain I feel all the time

So Where am I? Am I alone in this house that I call home. So god why do I question who am I? Until my head spins and turn

If only I could find this purpose to help this agony of pain inside my mind… and ease it to reverse all the times that I’ve wasted sitting inside this cage of mocking birds. Screaming you are a failure, sick, and a fraud. Nobody Loves you, not even god. So how can I fix this, this feeling of hurt. Always face down under the dirt. Hurting myself the silence of words… repeating again… my heads in a commotion of thoughts wishing I’s dead. Help this poor sole find some rest. cause where am I I don’t even know the saddest part is I’m never alone