Happy Clown

Yo, check it, I'm the Happy Clown, grin hides the breakdown

Spreadin' vibes like it's wildfire, got the whole town clownin' 'round

From sunup to sundown, I'm paintin' smiles, no cap

But beneath the surface, it's a hustle, a never-ending trap

Happy Clown, that's the flex, but inside, I'm a wreck

Flyin' high, touchin' the sky, but the crash is always next

Got the drip, got the flow, but the demons on the low

Catch the beat, move your feet, but the darkness won't let go

Rollin' with my squad, laughter's the facade, tryin' to stay on God

But the cravings hit hard, whisperin', "Yo, time to get flawed"

Fightin' the urge, every surge, every day's a blur

Got the game, got the fame, but the struggle's gettin' absurd

Happy Clown, that's the flex, but inside, I'm a wreck

Flyin' high, touchin' the sky, but the crash is always next

Got the drip, got the flow, but the demons on the low

Catch the beat, move your feet, but the darkness won't let go

Bridge

From the block to the stage, my vibe's infectious

Spreadin' love like a plague, my energy's reckless

But deep down, it's a war, a battle I can't ignore

Happy Clown's holdin' the throne, but the struggle's at the core

If you see me, know I'm grindin', hustlin', still shinin'

If I'm gone, it's the darkness I'm findin', but the fight I was never resignin'

In this game, eyes, nono surprise

Tried to keep it G, but the demons got me, caught me slippin', no lies

Happy Clown's the front, the stunt, but the truth's in my eyes, it's blunt

If the lights dim, the laughs turn grim, the colors fade, I'm on the rim

The show's done, curtains fall, Happy Clown's takin' the final call

But if you're out there, fightin' the dark, keep pushin', leave your mark