I put on a happy face, just to look like am ok, but inside am falling deeper everyday.
I put on a happy face, and I smile through the pain, dont know why I just can't make it go away with a happy face.
Smiling faces, laughter fills the air
But inside, I am burdened with despair
I'm the life of the party, with my happy face
But beneath the surface, lost in a dark phase
They see the smiles, the jokes I crack
But they don't understand the strength I lack
To fight these demons, that's tearing me apart
Im trying to survive and not break my family's heart
Every playful tease, every silly pun
There's a war withi that I can not outrun
Hiding the darkne, s it consumes my soul
I wear my happy face as i dig a deeper hole
I put on a happy face, just to look like am ok, but inside am falling deeper everyday.
I put on a happy face, and I smile through the pain, dont know why I just can't make it go away with a happy face.
My life in shambles, I try to hide my pain
But behind the facade am going insane
I want to break free expose the fear in me
But Instead my happy face, hides my anxiety
I'm trapped in this tug-of-war feeling the strain
Two forces clashin', a war inside my brain
One pulls me down, the other lifts me up instead
I'm caught in the middle, feelin' weak I need to be led
Begging for freedom, but paralyzed by self blame
God am a sinner, I just hope you still know my name
I put on a happy face, just to look like am ok, but inside am falling deeper everyday.
I put on a happy face, and I smile through the pain, dont know why I just can't make it go away with a happy face.
I reach out my hands I know my life is a mess
Please show me how to change my ways and find my happiness.
God is fighting my battle his light renewed my heart
The darkness cant stay in me
I got a brand new start
I know am unworthy of Gods saving grace
But the bible say he loves inspite of my mistakes
I need to remove the darkness and find Gods saving grace
To feel his love and finally express my true God-given happy face
I put on a happy face, just to look like I am ok, but inside am falling deeper every day.
I put on a happy face, and I smile through the pain. I dont know why I just can't make it go away with a happy face with my happy face,
