[Verse 1]
You dressed me up in Sunday shame,
Called me doll, then played your game.
Laced me in pink and static smiles—
A cracked toy trapped in your denial.
You said, “Be still, be sweet, be small.”
While I heard monsters through the wall.
I blinked too loud. I breathed too wrong.
And so you carved me into song.
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[Pre-Chorus]
But every petal hides a fang,
Every whisper holds a hang.
I see you even in the light—
Your shadow eats my dreams at night.
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[Chorus]
I’m not your doll. I’m not your grace.
I’m every ghost you can’t erase.
You named me Lolita, caged my skin—
But I was Medusa, rotting within.
I see you everywhere I go—
Behind the mirror, in the glow.
You made this hate, you lit the flame—
Now rot beneath my serpent name.
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[Verse 2]
You made a puppet—cracked and vile,
Told me to bleed with a little smile.
You touched the child, killed the soul—
Now I grow venom in the hole.
The walls still breathe your filthy scent.
I hear your voice in the firmament.
I don't sleep—I watch. I wait.
I drag my nails across your fate.
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[Bridge – venomous whisper to shriek]
You're in the walls. You're in my skin.
You're every silence I've kept in.
But I wear madness like a crown—
And I will burn your heaven down.
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[Final Chorus]
I’m not your puppet. Not your toy.
I am the ruin you deployed.
You made me bleed, you made me scream—
Now I make nightmares from your dream.
You see me walking in the dark?
That’s your sin with teeth and bark.
You made me witch, you made me fiend—
Now choke on every word you weaned.
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[Outro – dissonant spoken word]
Medusa wears Lolita now,
A monster wrapped in sacred vow.
I was your lamb.
Now I’m your end.
Your god won’t hear.
I won’t pretend.
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