Verse 1] (Rap)**
Endless love but too old for you—
Fighting my inner thoughts, tryna’ set you free.
Holding onto the memory of your touch,
The first time you held me, it meant too much.
Public pain, they whisper, they judge,
But I’d bleed out just to keep your trust.
Life threw me to the wolves, still I bite back,
But your future’s too bright for my faded past.
**[Pre-Chorus] (Melodic)**
Kayzia… I want your heartbeat against mine,
Your lips on mine—one last time.
But the clock’s ticking, and I know the truth…
I’m just too damn old for you.
**[Chorus] (Screamed/Sung)**
**I DON’T WANNA HOLD YOU BACK!**
(But I can’t let go!)
**I WANT YOU TO LIVE YOUR LIFE!**
(But I need you close!)
Torn in two—love vs. time,
A war I’ll never win inside my mind!
**[Verse 2] (Rap)**
I see the fire in your eyes, wild and free,
While my scars whisper, *"Let her leave."*
You deserve the world, not my broken chains,
But my selfish heart still screams your name.
Fight for a life that can’t be mine,
Yet I’m addicted to your light like cheap red wine.
They say love’s enough—bullshit, it’s not,
When time’s the enemy and I’ve lost the plot.
**[Bridge] (Haunting Clean Vocals)**
If love means watching you walk away…
I’ll choke on the words I’ll never say.
(But if you stay—)
**I’LL BURN IT DOWN JUST TO KEEP YOU WARM!**
**[Chorus] (Screamed/Sung)**
**I DON’T WANNA HOLD YOU BACK!**
(But I can’t let go!)
**I WANT YOU TO LIVE YOUR LIFE!**
(But I need you close!)
Torn in two—love vs. time,
A war I’ll never win inside my—
**[Breakdown] (Guttural Screams)**
**TOO OLD! TOO BROKEN! TOO LATE!**
(You’re everything I can’t take!)
**I’LL LOVE YOU FROM THE GRAVE!**
**[Outro] (Whispered Rap)**
Kayzia… my endless curse, my perfect sin.
Go live your life.
(But God, I wish you were still holding me…)
Freedomprince364
