3am Searching

Yeah…

3AM, I’m still up thinkin’…

Tryna figure life out…

Why love never find me…

Only drama… damn.

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3 in the mornin’, starin’ at the ceilin’

Tryna find peace but I’m fightin’ my feelin’s

I just want love, somethin’ real, no pretend

But every time I get close, it just end

I see couples postin’ like they got it all

Meanwhile I’m out here tryna not fall

Into the same cycle, same damn pain

Different girl, same story, same rain

I give my heart, they give me confusion

Mixed signals turn into illusion

I’m tired of the games, tired of the lies

Tired of seein’ fake love in disguise

Why every time I try to do it right

Drama pull up like it’s ready to fight?

I just want someone to stay for me

Not bring chaos and then blame it on me

(Ad-libs: yeah… damn… for real…)

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[Hook – 0:56–1:20] (Melodic, PnB-style)

I been up all night tryna find a better way (way)

Tryna build a perfect life but it fade away (away)

Every time I want love, I get drama instead (damn)

Got me stuck in my thoughts, can’t get out my head

I just want somebody real, not the same old shit (nah)

Not somebody that just leave when it don’t fit (no)

Why love never find me, I don’t understand

Why I always end up hurtin’ again

(Ad-libs: woah… yeah…)

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Late night drivin’ with my thoughts on blast

Thinkin’ ‘bout the times that I gave my last

To somebody that ain’t even care

Now I’m sittin’ here like love ain’t fair

I been tryna grow, tryna better my ways

But my past keep creepin’ into my days

Every girl say “you different, you real”

Then switch up quick like they never feel

I’m tired of openin’ up just to bleed

Tired of givin’ them everything they need

Just to be left when the storm come through

Like my love ain’t worth nothin’ to you

So I build these walls, keep my guard up high

Even when deep down I just wanna try

But trust so broken, it’s hard to repair

When everybody say they love you, then disappear

(Ad-libs: damn… yeah… I’m tired…)

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I been up all night tryna find a better way (way)

Tryna build a perfect life but it fade away (away)

Every time I want love, I get drama instead (damn)

Got me stuck in my thoughts, can’t get out my head

I just want somebody real, not the same old shit (nah)

Not somebody that just leave when it don’t fit (no)

Why love never find me, I don’t understand

Why I always end up hurtin’ again

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[Bridge – 2:26–2:45] (Soft melodic breakdown)

Maybe I’m askin’ for too much love…

Maybe I care a little too much…

Or maybe…

I just keep choosin’ the wrong ones…

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Now it’s 3AM and I’m still awake

Tryna find a life that I can’t fake

I don’t want perfect, just somethin’ real

Someone that actually know how to feel

But until that day, I’m stuck in this phase

Dodgin’ heartbreak in a world full of games

Still searchin’ for love… still stuck in the fight…

Just me and my thoughts… again tonight.

(Ad-libs: yeah… damn… 3AM…)