3am Searching

[Intro – 0:00–0:15]

Yeah…
3AM, I’m still up thinkin’…
Tryna figure life out…
Why love never find me…
Only drama… damn.

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[Verse 1 – 0:16–0:55]

3 in the mornin’, starin’ at the ceilin’
Tryna find peace but I’m fightin’ my feelin’s
I just want love, somethin’ real, no pretend
But every time I get close, it just end

I see couples postin’ like they got it all
Meanwhile I’m out here tryna not fall
Into the same cycle, same damn pain
Different girl, same story, same rain

I give my heart, they give me confusion
Mixed signals turn into illusion
I’m tired of the games, tired of the lies
Tired of seein’ fake love in disguise

Why every time I try to do it right
Drama pull up like it’s ready to fight?
I just want someone to stay for me
Not bring chaos and then blame it on me

(Ad-libs: yeah… damn… for real…)

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[Hook – 0:56–1:20] (Melodic, PnB-style)

I been up all night tryna find a better way (way)
Tryna build a perfect life but it fade away (away)
Every time I want love, I get drama instead (damn)
Got me stuck in my thoughts, can’t get out my head

I just want somebody real, not the same old shit (nah)
Not somebody that just leave when it don’t fit (no)
Why love never find me, I don’t understand
Why I always end up hurtin’ again

(Ad-libs: woah… yeah…)

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[Verse 2 – 1:21–2:00]

Late night drivin’ with my thoughts on blast
Thinkin’ ‘bout the times that I gave my last
To somebody that ain’t even care
Now I’m sittin’ here like love ain’t fair

I been tryna grow, tryna better my ways
But my past keep creepin’ into my days
Every girl say “you different, you real”
Then switch up quick like they never feel

I’m tired of openin’ up just to bleed
Tired of givin’ them everything they need
Just to be left when the storm come through
Like my love ain’t worth nothin’ to you

So I build these walls, keep my guard up high
Even when deep down I just wanna try
But trust so broken, it’s hard to repair
When everybody say they love you, then disappear

(Ad-libs: damn… yeah… I’m tired…)

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[Hook – 2:01–2:25]

I been up all night tryna find a better way (way)
Tryna build a perfect life but it fade away (away)
Every time I want love, I get drama instead (damn)
Got me stuck in my thoughts, can’t get out my head

I just want somebody real, not the same old shit (nah)
Not somebody that just leave when it don’t fit (no)
Why love never find me, I don’t understand
Why I always end up hurtin’ again

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[Bridge – 2:26–2:45] (Soft melodic breakdown)

Maybe I’m askin’ for too much love…
Maybe I care a little too much…
Or maybe…
I just keep choosin’ the wrong ones…

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[Outro – 2:46–3:05]

Now it’s 3AM and I’m still awake
Tryna find a life that I can’t fake
I don’t want perfect, just somethin’ real
Someone that actually know how to feel

But until that day, I’m stuck in this phase
Dodgin’ heartbreak in a world full of games
Still searchin’ for love… still stuck in the fight…
Just me and my thoughts… again tonight.

(Ad-libs: yeah… damn… 3AM…)

Melodic rap, R&B, Male, PnB Rock style