My mind has gone blank put this pin in the pad and push it until it has gone blank my life my whole give it to everything I begin to adore my fear tears near the fear of feelings and images of things that haunt me from past memories at have not come to bore treatment bad understand that everything I do I try to do it to where everybody gets the other hand to my game and my doubt I put this pin to the paper as I begin to ride my thoughts as they scream all about I remember when days used to feel like days that I was living when I would feel like a m************ beating Tech and when I'm killing these rhymes somewhere along the line you're going to have to understand what I am feeling in my mind sometimes it's hard it beats down sometimes it beats my face so bad I cannot even smile but I just want to see a frown my hopes are unclear but I hope that someday you will soon feel like feelings that I am feeling when I am being adored by the Lord that is up in the air I love my Lord my God is bright my Creator had created me with all his might and this is a blessing and so I'm gift I appreciate everything that he has given me throughout my life and throughout my Generations of learning and what I mean by saying Generations that there is such thing as an afterlife in the afterlife dues consist of reincarnation at least that's what I think because sometimes I think that when we die we just open our eyes to another existence one that is often seen and overseen by most but I will not let the enemy invade my body nor will it use it for a host because my will is strong and my in my faith is unpriviling I want to be a a warrior for God I want to go to heaven if there's any way to make you understand it I'm going to have to play it right here right now so you can all understand it so this is not just a song it's a cry for help it's a cry for guidance to cry for change I'm asking all of you to Simply take a second to sit back and understand that this whole life isn't a project and it's not a burden it's just a different type of way to understand and a different form of existence in a different form of man mankind as a whole it's just like a Humanity as a whole in certain we are certain to obtain ultimate Peace and Freedom and happiness through our efforts we just need to all stick together we are team we are all going to go to heaven together cuz we all are not of the pit I didn't live all of this time to be drawn back down to a pet I will help the Lord conquer all of the evil things that exist and it will not only be me that will do this it will be me in all of my kids and all of my followers and all of my friends everybody raise your hands pray to the Lord's cuz he's the only one that understands time is a gift that we are given we need to all utilize the right way and maybe we'll be able to convey the power from this to create a new existence in time and help us all coexist