She’s still in my head

Title: She’s Still in My Head

I’ve tried new faces, I’ve said the right lines

Laughed at the jokes, acted like I’m fine

But she’s still the silence when the crowd fades away

Still the name I almost say

I walk through days like I’m not looking back

But she’s the echo in every track

She’s still in my head, still in my heart

Still the reason I fall apart

She’s loving someone, while I pretend

That I’m not breaking again and again

They say time heals, but I don’t feel it yet

’Cause she’s still in my head

I’ve erased the texts, burned the old songs

But memories don’t care how long it’s been gone

She’s out there living a life I won’t know

And I’m here learning how to let go

But late at night, when the noise runs thin

It’s always her that comes rushing in

She’s still in my head, still in my chest

Still the name I never confess

She’s holding hands while I replay

Every word I didn’t say

They say I’m fine, but I just nod instead

’Cause she’s still in my head

I don’t want her back, but I miss her eyes

Miss the version of me I left behind

She’s happy now — or so I’ve heard

And I’m stuck loving a memory blurred

She’s still in my head, still in the room

Still in the air like her favorite perfume

She’s somebody else’s now, and that’s okay

But some ghosts just never go away

I smile like I’m healed, but I lie instead

’Cause she’s still in my head