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At thirty-three, I’m standing here,
Searching for a path, lost in the fear.
Had a dream, I had a plan,
Thought I’d be a chef, with a steady hand.
Multiple degrees, but the fire’s gone,
In the kitchen’s heat, I felt so alone.
Friends and family all around,
But in my heart, a silent sound.

Chorus

I wear a mask, but it’s wearing thin,
Every day’s a battle, I forget to begin.
With ADHD, dyslexia by my side,
Fighting depression, I can’t run or hide.
Pushed away love, to shield my heart,
But deep down, I’m falling apart.
Every morning, I rise and fight,
Hoping to find my way back to the light.

Verse 2

Thought I was burdened, just a weight on their minds,
But I’m just a traveler, lost in the grind.
Each step feels heavy, like walking on glass,
Dreams shattered like mirrors, can’t see my past.
Anxiety whispers, “You’re not enough,”
While I search for joy in a world that’s tough.
Every attempt to end the pain,
No one knows the struggle, just the rain.

Chorus

I wear a mask, but it’s wearing thin,
Every day’s a battle, I forget to begin.
With ADHD, dyslexia by my side,
Fighting depression, I can’t run or hide.
Pushed away love, to shield my heart,
But deep down, I’m falling apart.
Every morning, I rise and fight,
Hoping to find my way back to the light.

Bridge

But in the darkness, I found a spark,
A love that showed me I could restart.
Picking up pieces, though it feels so far,
Searching for hope, beneath the scars.
I’ll learn to smile, I’ll learn to be free,
One day, I’ll find the best part of me.
Though they don’t know what I’ve been through,
I’ll keep on rising, for me and for you.

Chorus

I wear a mask, but it’s wearing thin,
Every day’s a battle, I forget to begin.
With ADHD, dyslexia by my side,
Fighting depression, I can’t run or hide.
Pushed away love, to shield my heart,
But deep down, I’m falling apart.
Every morning, I rise and fight,
Hoping to find my way back to the light.

Outro

So here I stand, with scars that shine,
Building a future, one step at a time.
Though the road is long and the night feels cold,
I’ll keep on moving, I’ll be brave and bold.
One day I’ll smile, unconditionally,
Because I know I’m more than just a memory.
And though it’s hard, I’ll learn to believe,
In the beauty of life, in the love I can weave

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