[Intro]
[low vocal register]
Yeah
Late night
Same fight
Same screen, same lie
[Verse 1]
You hit my phone like “you awake?”
I hit ignore but my chest still shake
Scroll back through the mess we made
Every “forever” that erased in a day
You spin back round when your bed feels cold
Say you changed but your words too old
I know that pattern, I know that play
You want my heart on layaway
[Pre-Chorus]
[whispered vocals]
You say, “this time, it’s different”
But you move like you did then
Every promise feels scripted
And I can’t deal with it again
[Chorus]
[Auto-Tuned lead, big drop]
Only you
Make me lose my mind, lose my cool
Drag me to the edge, then you pull
I can’t deal with it again
I can’t deal with it again
Only you
Turn my soft heart hard, brutal
Break me just to call it “truthful”
I can’t deal with it again
I can’t deal with it again
[Verse 2]
You love my scars when they fit your pose
Cry on my chest, then you wipe your phone
Post some quote ‘bout letting go
Then you’re in my DMs, “I’m at your road”
You say, “We grown now, we past that phase”
But your friends still laugh at my name
You say, “you’re different, I’m not that way”
Then why you still playing the same old game?
[Pre-Chorus]
[distorted vocal FX]
You say, “this time, it’s different”
But you move like you did then
Every promise feels twisted
And I can’t deal with it again
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[half-time beat, vocoder harmonies]
Only you could turn my light so low
Make my bright side feel like smoke
Every “I’m fine” tastes like choke
Every goodbye turns to “one more”
Only you make peace feel violent
Heaven in a glance, then silence
I’m done being your confessional
I’m done being your collateral
[crescendo]
You say, “this time, it’s different”
Echo in my head again
Heart says “maybe”
Soul says “never”
I can’t deal with it again
[Chorus]