11 11 on the clock and it's hands are waving at me
Time seems to be stealing my pain stealing my deliberate peace,
For 5 minutes now for the nap don't last long enough for me to dream time keeps on taking them back to the way and a place of yesterday when they don't know who I am today so many things I have changed so many others I have rearranged. understanding lately I'm trying to get close to the guy who understands my logic and my God who might take a moment and just listen to the things I have seen things I have witnessed, things expired experience teaches, there is no other way to recapitulate the way of my life and truth
Is it so bad before and down there over there over here that I dream and I fantasize , about you darlin and I don't want to stop it unless you can give me an honest reason why...are you against pleasure baby,
Had your life given you much besides disappointment, negative consequences, and pain.
I don't trust that you make the best decisions for you, maybe you should trust someone who actually has nothing but love, yeah baby love and time for you,
And there is nothing in no kind of way that I can see that would ever cause you despair,desperation, or any kind of pain darlin...have u ever considered tha, and maybe despite their best efforts, your parents didn't know what was sexually pleasurable for you....oh I hope not baby
But iiiiiiii iiiii ohhhh but iiiiii,
Know with 100% clarity ll,iiiii know I do....I am not gonna push, but I am not gonna completely hush, I just wish on this falling star I see that you might give unto meeee
A fraction of your trust and let me take the wheel, take your hand, kiss your face, let me love you differently baby, just let me take the lead for a while....I know it makes you feel a little bit guilty, I know it makes you feel like you are literally going into unknown territory, and that is so true,
But maybe if you will close your eyes and relax you might find something so differently that you might enjoy so much more than u know, so much more than you have any idea about...baby don't you know I want you to know the way it makes you feel so good, so much more than I can ever explain....oh baby please know I offer love, pleasure And something that isn't bad but so good you won't believe that's why they told u to never ever because they didn't want you to know it feels so good to be so wrong oh baby please I will ask for the first time....but you will beg meee for the next, I promise you will be so happy and so incidentally filled to a new backdiction it will be a new addiction for you,and I want you to connect that pleasure with meeeeeoh baby oh baby I will be there in the moment holding you, literally falling completely in love and lust for you
