[Verse 1]
There is something
that your not telling us
I can feel it in the room
when you look away
Yes, it hurts so deep
like a nail in my chest
I keep noddin' like I'm cool
but it don't go away
I am so happy for you
that's the line I say
while my hands stay tight
and my jaw stay tense
You got a smile I used to know
now it lives somewhere else
and I hate that I miss you
even when I bless you
[Pre-Chorus]
It hurts me so much
but I keep that face up
I don't want to be that man
that tears your name up
You got your good thing now
and I know that's real
Still my heart got bruises
that it won't let heal
[Chorus]
I am so happy for you
happy for you (happy for you)
It hurts me so much
but it makes you feel so good
Yes, so much more
than just jealous (than just jealous)
I smile in the day
then I bleed when I'm alone
I am so happy for you
happy for you (happy for you)
I say it clean
even when it cuts my tongue
[Verse 2]
See, I don't want your gift
if it means your shine goes dim
I don't want to steal your joy
just to patch my skin
But I remember your laugh
in the corner store line
and the way you said my name
like it used to be mine
Now they got your weekends
and they got your hand
and I got this old hurt
I can't quite understand
I keep thinking "good for you"
like a prayer and a pain
same word in my mouth
like sun and rain
[Pre-Chorus]
It hurts me so much
but I keep that face up
I don't want to be that man
that tears your name up
You got your good thing now
and I know that's real
Still my heart got bruises
that it won't let heal
[Chorus]
I am so happy for you
happy for you (happy for you)
It hurts me so much
but it makes you feel so good
Yes, so much more
than just jealous (than just jealous)
I smile in the day
then I bleed when I'm alone
I am so happy for you
happy for you (happy for you)
I say it clean
even when it cuts my tongue
[Bridge]
Maybe love can break
and still wish you well
Maybe I can miss you
and not wish you hell
If you ever hear this
know I meant it true
I was hurt by the loss
not angry at you
[Final Chorus]
I am so happy for you
happy for you (happy for you)
It hurts me so much
but it makes you feel so good
Yes, so much more
than just jealous (than just jealous)
I let you go first
but I carried the wound
I am so happy for you
happy for you (happy for you)
I say it clean
even when it cuts my tongue