Breaking.....I'm breaking
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Verse 1
Winter tears, frozen in the past,
Holding onto memories that never last.
Buried deep, but they burn like fire,
Feeding a storm that won’t expire.
Every time I find a little light,
Life pulls me back into the night.
I try to breathe, I try to heal,
But all I know is pain is real.
Chorus
They say you grow up, find your way,
But it feels like I’m breaking every day.
I’m on this rollercoaster, no end in sight,
Riding shadows in a fight-or-flight.
Didn’t ask for this, didn’t sign the deal,
But it’s all too real, it’s all too real.
Verse 2
Caffeine and hard times fuel my soul,
Keeping me moving, keeping me whole.
I’m searching for peace, a place to land,
But I’m slipping through the cracks like sand.
Days blur together, nights turn cold,
Feels like I’m growing way too old.
Running in circles, lost in a maze,
Hoping to wake from these endless days.
Chorus
They say you grow up, find your way,
But it feels like I’m breaking every day.
I’m on this rollercoaster, no end in sight,
Riding shadows in a fight-or-flight.
Didn’t ask for this, didn’t sign the deal,
But it’s all too real, it’s all too real.
Bridge
I’m staring down the scars,
Counting every fall,
Wondering how long I can take it all.
This journey’s long, my heart is sore,
But I’m still fighting, still asking for more.
Verse 3
If winter fades, will I feel free?
Or is pain the only life for me?
Somewhere deep, I still believe,
That maybe someday I can breathe.
Outro
So I’ll carry on, through the highs and lows,
Taking it one step, one more dose.
They say you grow up, that you find a way,
But I’ll keep fighting another day.
Chorus
They say you grow up, find your way,
But it feels like I’m breaking every day.
I’m on this rollercoaster, no end in sight,
Riding shadows in a fight-or-flight.
Didn’t ask for this, didn’t sign the deal,
But it’s all too real, it’s all too real.