Delusion

(Verse 1)

Heart first, foot last.

Thinking bout all the hurt from the past.

Love you, love you not.

So indecisive but I’ll eventually get it right

Chest out , chin up.

I’m a soldier in this army of love

Lose the battle, win the war

But what the hell, don’t know what we fighting for. My heart’s beating fast, I’m losing my breath. I’m falling all on the floor. I’m losing my mind, stuttering with my words, and saying things that don’t make sense.

(Chorus)

But please, baby listen to me. I know I can be a lot sometimes. When intrusive thoughts tear through my mind. I swear I didn’t mean it. didn’t have one good reason , to treat you that way. I promise things’ll be different if you stay. (Riff raff)

(Verse 2)

Deep edge , dive in

Risk is all I’ve ever known since I don’t trust a thing. Finding hurt I didn’t mean to find

Now I’m the one with bloody nose and blackened eyes. My heart’s beating fast, I’m losing my breath. I’m falling all on the floor. I’m losing my mind, stuttering with my words, and saying things that don’t make sense.

(Chorus)

And now he’s yelling to me : But please! baby listen to me! I know I can be a lot sometimes. When intrusive thoughts tear through my mind. I swear I didn’t mean it. didn’t have one good reason , to treat you that way. I promise things’ll be different if you stay. (Riff raff)

(Verse 3)

We’ve been doing good. Finally got it right.

picture perfect love to the human eye.

Prop myself up and dust me off.

Nothing a little Sephora couldn’t cover up.

Standing in the mirror, dying inside

I can’t believe I’m still on this fucking ride.

What will it take for me to understand?

That you never be a better man. I’m grabbing my things, I’m running real fast , I’m headed towards the door. Cranking up my ride, doing a hundred in miles because I can’t take no more. But then he calls me and says.

(Bridge)

You go and you go far, you don’t know who you are. I’m not begging for you to come back . You’ll realize I’m the best you ever have. You’ve always known who I was and said you loved me for me. Now that you’re leaving who am I supposed to be ? My heart’s beating fast, I’m losing my breath. I’m falling all on the floor. I’m losing my mind, stuttering with my words, and saying things that don’t make sense.

(Chorus)

But please, baby listen to me. I know I can be a lot sometimes. When intrusive thoughts tear through my mind. I swear I didn’t mean it. didn’t have one good reason , to treat you that way. I promise things’ll be different if you stay. (Riff raff)

Nothing a little Sephora couldn’t cover up.