[Verse]
You slide in my phone at 2 a.m
Half-blurry
Half-brave
Typing out feelings you swear that you’ll never tell her
You call me “the only one who really gets me”
Like that’s a crown I should wear in your shadow
I’m not your diary
I’m not your quiet escape
[Prechorus]
You say “keep this just between us
Don’t tell a soul”
But every time you whisper
It’s burning holes through my coat
I’m not here just to hold what you’re scared to show
[Chorus]
I’m not your secret
Hidden in the dark
In the corner of your mind
I’m not your secret
Something you deny when she’s standing by your side
I won’t be quiet
I won’t be quiet
I’m done with your half-truths
If I’m your weakness
Say it when the whole room moves
I’m not your secret
I’m the truth you can’t undo
[Verse 2]
You show up at parties with her hand locked tight in yours
But your eyes go searching for me like you’re lost again
You laugh when I walk by like we’re only strangers
Later in the kitchen
You’re begging for a kiss
How could you be so loud and still pretend this doesn’t exist?
[Prechorus]
You say “give me just a little time and I’ll make it right”
But you’ve been painting promises across too many nights
I’m the one who pays when you can’t decide
[Chorus]
I’m not your secret
Hidden in the dark
In the corner of your mind
I’m not your secret
Something you deny when she’s standing by your side
I won’t be quiet
I won’t be quiet
I’m done with your half-truths
If I’m your weakness
Say it when the whole room moves
I’m not your secret
I’m the truth you can’t undo
[Bridge]
Why do you only love me in the silence after midnight?
Why does your heart go missing every time we hit the light?
I’m not your maybe