[Verse 1]
Emotions get ahold of me
I feel that switch, it rolls on me
One minute I’m calm, next I’m not
Say the wrong thing, then the room gets hot
I bite my tongue, then I lose my grip
Words come sharp when the feeling hits
I push you back, then I pull too close
Act like a ghost when I need you most
[Pre-Chorus]
I hate this bend in me
I hate what I can’t see
I know I’m not that man
When the panic grabs my hand
[Chorus]
From red to gold, from red to gold
I see you shine when my mind goes cold
Precious to me, precious to me
Don’t let my fear decide what you see
From red to gold, from red to gold
I want your heart, I want to hold
Precious to me, precious to me
I’m fighting shadows so you can breathe
[Verse 2]
Anxiety gets loud in the dark
Turns one small doubt into a full-on war
I get defensive, I get mean
Throwing my pain where it shouldn’t be
Then I watch your face go still
And that’s the part that cuts me for real
I know I hurt you when I act like that
Then I come back wishing I could take it back
[Pre-Chorus]
I hate this bend in me
I hate what I can’t see
I know I’m not that man
When the panic grabs my hand
[Chorus]
From red to gold, from red to gold
I see you shine when my mind goes cold
Precious to me, precious to me
Don’t let my fear decide what you see
From red to gold, from red to gold
I want your heart, I want to hold
Precious to me, precious to me
I’m fighting shadows so you can breathe
[Bridge]
If I go hard, please know why
It’s a storm and not goodbye
I’m learning how to stay
When the bad thoughts pull away
Look past the smoke in me
There’s a softer truth you’ll see
[Final Chorus]
From red to gold, from red to gold
I see you shine when my mind goes cold
Precious to me, precious to me
Don’t let my fear decide what you see
From red to gold, from red to gold
I want your heart, I want to hold
Precious to me, precious to me
I’m fighting shadows so you can breathe