Let me out

The evenings are getting longer and longer, and nothing helps. I hope that when you're here, things will get better. Maybe I'm on the right track, but I can't find it. I've had enough of this eternity; I need it. After the first second, everything came up, the tears flowed and I needed to tense up, I should really start sharing my thoughts. It's the right decision. Every time it gets closer, I think, let me out.