Love As A Weapon

(Verse 1)

I loved you like a loaded gun

Safety off, finger numb

I gave you peace, I gave you sleep

You learned my body like a drug

I held your head when you fell apart

Made a throne out of your scars

You got used to being saved

Now you’re nothing without my heart

(Pre-Chorus)

I was gentle, I was true

I was everything to you

Now you beg like I’m a habit

But I broke myself of you

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(Chorus Whisper-Drop)

I taught you how to need me

Now you choke on every breath

I was mercy, I was lethal

Now I’m silence in your head

Say you’re fine, but you’re shaking

You can’t love without the pain

You don’t want me—you want control

And I don’t play that game

(beat breath)

No… I don’t play that game.

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(Verse 2)

You still reach for my name at night

Like I owe you one last lie

You don’t miss my mouth on yours

You miss the way I made you feel alive

I fed your ego from my veins

Let you think you were the flame

But you were just standing close

While I burned myself in place

(Pre-Chorus)

You don’t love me, you love the power

Of knowing I would stay

Now I’m gone and you’re spiraling

Funny how that shit works out that way

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(Chorus Full Drop)

I taught you how to need me

Now you choke on every breath

I was mercy, I was lethal

Now I’m silence in your head

Say you’re fine, but you’re shaking

You can’t love without the pain

You don’t want me—you want control

And I don’t play that game

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(Bridge Low, Dangerous)

I was soft until I snapped

Now you’re haunted by the lack

You don’t want my love back

You want the version of you I built from scratch

I was heaven, I was hell

Now you feel me when you fail

Every time you say you’re over it

I know you’re fucking lying to yourself

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(Final Chorus Strip it, Cold)

I taught you how to need me

That was my sin

I made you feel untouchable

Then I took it all back again

You say my name like it’s a weapon

Like it still has some effect

But I don’t bleed for boys like you

I just disappear and let you wreck

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(Outro Spoken / Whisper)

You call it love.

I call it leverage.

And I’m done letting you use me like a weapon.