I'm ok

It's just your opinion,

but you have a thousand more,

I try to find a reason,

but I always hit the floor

It's so confusing,

when you gaslight a story.

It's a wall you hide behind,

to claim the glory.

Surely my common sense

should prevail,

but your distorted words

tell a different tail.

I cover my eyes and retreat until it is safe!

Shoving everything away so it's easier to brace!

Forgetting what's wrong I start to lose my grace

with eyes rolled back I can not feel my face

Tensing and Shaking in a trans like state

Do do do dooooo do dodododo doooo

I'm OK! I'm OK! I feel the shame

(I feel the shame!)

Im OK I'm OK I see the shame

(I see the shame!)

Do do do dooooo do dodododo doooo

I'm OK! I'm OK! I feel the shame

(I Feel the shame!)

Im OK I'm OK I see the shame

(I see the shame!)

When questions emerge.

It shows the kink in your armour.

Slowly, you turn into an evil charmer.

You flutter your eyes and apologise.

Like an angelic demon in disguise.

Feeling insenced to what you have to hide,

I accept all the excuses and swallow my pride.

I cover my eyes and retreat until it is safe

Shoving everything away so it's easier to brace

Forgetting what's wrong I start to lose my grace

with eyes rolled back I can not feel my face

Tensing and Shaking in a trans like state

Do do do dooooo do dodododo doooo

I'm OK! I'm OK! I feel the shame

(I Feel the shame!)

Im OK I'm OK I see the shame

(I see the shame!)

Do do do dooooo do dodododo doooo