[Verse 1]
He’s my lover
My secret sin
We laugh too loud
Then I fall back in
You’re on my phone
But not my pillow
I trace your name
On the cold side
Solo
[Pre-Chorus]
You touch my face
Then draw that line
“You know we’re just
Having a good time”
I play along
Bite back the truth
I keep on shrinking
Just to fit you
[Chorus]
Friends with benefits just ain’t enough
I’m tired of begging for a little more love
You get my body
But you hold back your heart
I’m the one who stays while you keep me in the dark
I give all of me for a little bit of this
Almost love
Almost more than this
[Verse 2]
Cancel my plans
You hit “come through”
I’m at your door
Like I belong to you
You fall asleep
Face to the wall
I stare at skin
You don’t call this “us” at all
[Pre-Chorus]
You say my name
But never “baby”
You keep it safe
You keep it “maybe”
I swallow words
Like they’re my fault
If I want more
I must want too much
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I dress up my feelings
Like it’s casual
Cool
Laugh at my cravings
So I look like you
But when the door closes
And you’re gone by ten
I’m curled on my side
Holding air
Not a man
[Chorus]