Intro – airy female vocal sample echoing “love me”]
I ain’t lookin’ to heal… I’m lookin’ to feel.
Even if it’s broken, let me bleed in peace.
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[Verse 1]
You ain't love me, you just liked my damage
We kissed in silence, called that passion
I ain't know peace, but I knew her curves
Used her body like a prayer I ain’t deserve
I was never whole, just held together
Told her "forever" but meant "until I feel better"
She asked if I was good — I said "I guess"
But I was drownin’ in trauma she ain't even met
I let her in when I should’ve healed
Gave her a hug I ain’t give myself in years
Her smile felt safe, but my heart still ran
I was tryna fix me with her hands
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[Hook – melodic with autotune harmonies]
This that band-aid love
Only hold me 'cause the pain too much
I ain’t ready, but I still need touch
Let me fake it 'til it feels like trust
You ain’t the cure, but you feel like now
And now feels better than breakdowns
Call me selfish, call me numb
But tonight I just need someone
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[Verse 2]
Told her don’t fall, but she slid too deep
And I ain’t strong enough to pull her from me
We played home with a mattress and weed
Tryna build love on some make-believe
I kept the lights low 'cause I feared what she’d see
Every scar, every night I ain’t sleep
I wasn’t ready, but I couldn’t be alone
So I turned her heart into a payphone
Only dialed in when the wounds got loud
Only held tight when my world shut down
She ain’t ask for a fixer-upper
But I showed up broke tryna love her
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[Hook Repeat – with layered harmonies and echo FX]
This that band-aid love
Only hold me 'cause the pain too much
I ain’t ready, but I still need touch
Let me fake it 'til it feels like trust
You ain’t the cure, but you feel like now
And now feels better than breakdowns
Call me selfish, call me numb
But tonight I just need someone
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[Outro – whisper flow, heartbeat-style 808 fade]
Don’t patch me up if you ain’t tryna stay…
I’m tired of love that peels the next day.
MoodyLoe
