ay fuck my feelings she done broke my heart lowky don’t know what I did to get ghosted , to get ghosted
Really thought I found my place lost in my head but the music keeps me safe late night scrolling, tryna find a reason why
you switched up on me, now I’m asking what I did inside
heart on airplane mode, no reply, just silence loud
used to feel like home, now you just a face in a crowd
I been moving slow, but my thoughts run fast
tryna heal but memories don’t ever seem to pass
I write it in my notes, every feeling that I can’t say
turn my pain into a song so it don’t fade away yeah I smile outside but inside it be rainin’ still
say I’m over it but that type of hurt don’t really heal
seen your name pop up and I froze for a second
then I delete the thought, try to act like I ain’t stressin’
I been talkin’ to the moon like it got answers for me
but it just echoes back everything I don’t wanna see
now I’m stuck between what was and what could’ve been
lost you once, don’t even know where to begin
so I put it in this song, let it bleed through the speakers
maybe one day I won’t feel like I needed you to reach ya
no closure, just a chapter that I couldn’t rewrite
learned love can feel real even when it don’t treat you right
I’ll be alright, just not tonight, I’m honest with that
turning pain into progress, I’m just calling it that
if you ever hear this, hope you know I survived
lost you in the dark but I found my own light