(Verse 1)
I still remember that day. can’t decide if it was the best or worst. After all this time, I hear your name and curse. So many years I’ve wasted. Wasted them all on you. If only I’d known on that fateful day, all the things you’d put me through. I love you…I’ve always loved you. This much I can say. Even though this much is true, I’d soon rather be dead.
(Chorus)
You push me further, then draw me close. Why must we play this game? You either want me or you don’t, to you it’s all the same. I gave you love, but gave me lies. Because of this I despise….you. I’m done with this.
(Verse 2)
My days and nights of endless mourning, I wish that they’d be through. The day will come and you’ll understand the strife you caused, by then I’m sure too late. Truth be told, if I had it my way, you’d suffer the same fate. To wonder why, is this a lie? Is my love received so true?
(Chorus)
You push me farther, then you draw me in close. Why must we play this game? You either want me or you don’t, to you it’s all the same. I gave you love, but you gave me lies. Because of this I despise….you. I’m done with this. (Done with you)
(Bridge)(guitar solo)
There’s nothing I wouldn’t have done for you. I’ve grown since then, my mind is stronger. My heart and soul are healing. This so called searching that you’re doing, far from any meaning. Round and round the wheel keeps turning and you it’s very slave. Change for you means less than nothing, and I hope you rue the day. I release you now, to your devises. Your plans and evil schemes. No more shall I allow your voice, to ever haunt my dreams. I’ll always love you, this is fact, but I’m done chasing. Your own demons from which you’re hiding. Those are the ones you should be facing.
(Chorus final)
You pushed me farther, then you drew me in close. You chose to walk away when I needed you most. No use in playing this game. This time I know you don’t want me so from here I’ll never speak your name. I’d still give you love, but you still choose to lie. Because of this, we fell into demise.
(Outro)
Goodbye my love, I wish you well. I relinquish myself from your hell. Until we meet again. Don’t call me a friend. (You’re not my friend. )
