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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Ashtray halo
Burnt wings, cheap halo
Bathroom floor, cold tile, mascara
Smudged like a crime scene camera
"Just one more"
Turned to "lost count"
Little white lie, big black out
Friends stopped calling, I tuned out
Scrolling through ghosts in my phone
Everybody moved on, I froze
Mom still prays I come home
I keep dodging every call she throws
[Chorus]
I'm drowning in my glass veins
Poison in my Sunday dress
Black roses in my rib cage
Every breath a whispered "yes"
Saints don't stay where I lay
Only shadows know my name
I wear my shame like wet lace
And it never washes away
[Verse 2]
Pills on the sink like teeth
Falling out my careless mouth
Doctor said "you gotta quit"
Dealer said "I got a different route"
Mirror girl, dead stare
Track marks like cracked paint there
I scrub my skin till it burns
But the stain sits deep, never learns
Late night, streetlight, cheap thrill
I trade my sleep for the next chill
Swore I'd stop when it got real
Now "too late" is all I feel
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[whispered vocals]
If I scream in this dirty bed
Will the ceiling cave, will the fear be fed
Will they find my name in a hospital file
Or a headline no one reads for a while
[gothic choir rising]
Forgive me, forgive me
I don't know how to be clean
Save me, save me
From the altar of my need
[Chorus]
Details
GeneratedJan 1, 2026
Duration3:19
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Hybrid EDM-rock with experimental edges; tense, glitchy synths and distorted bass pulses under the rap verses, then everything slams into a towering gothic chorus with choirs, organ swells, and overdriven guitars. Female vocals: verses in tight, breathy rap over sparse percussive hits, chorus opens into wide, anguished belts with layered harmonies. Dynamic drops between sections, with reverse reverb swells and stuttered vox FX pulling you between numbness and catharsis., female vocals, experimental, sad, edm, rock
Credits
Prompt by
WinterDepression
WinterDepressionModelAria v5
Prompt
edm, experimental, rock,female
 sad song about drug addiction, despair, loneliness and shame connected with
Female singing rap and then Gothic chorus 
