It feels too real

They taught me…

They taught me…

Verse

They say you gotta learn the rules before you play

Silence is power, and love’s a shame

If you feel it first, then you lose the race

So I keep my heart locked far

(So far away)

My thumb’s hovering over truth

Like it’s something I’m not allowed to do

I miss when wanting wasn’t weak

Now I practice distance in my sleep

Every message is a mirror

Shows me who I’m scared to be

I’m not cold, I’m just afraid

You’ll see how much you mean to me

(You’ll see)

( how much you mean to me)

They taught me how to not care

How to leave before I’m there

How to love without being seen

How to bleed invisibly

We don’t break, we disappear

Call it space, call it fear

I don’t ghost you ‘cause I don’t feel

I ghost you ‘cause it feels too real

[Post-Chorus / drop

Not cause I dont feel, it just feels too real

Everyone’s seems temporary now

Even forever is on trial somehow

We trade our souls for entertainment

And call it chemistry, call it arrangement

We flirt like we’re not even here

Keep score, keep love unclear

Nobody says “stay” no more

We just hope the other knows

I don’t know how to be soft

Without turning into a wound

So I play indifferent

Like it makes me immune

They taught me how to not care

How to leave before I’m there

How to love without being seen

How to bleed invisibly

We don’t break, we disappear

Call it space, call it fear

I don’t ghost you ‘cause I don’t feel

I ghost you ‘cause I feel too real

( not cause I don’t feel,cause It feels too real)

What if love isn’t broken

Just hiding from all the noise?

What if we’re all still children

Only scared to use our voice?

I’d rather lose you honestly

Than keep you through a lie

But honesty feels reckless

In a world that rewards goodbye

( a world that rewards goodbye)

Final Chorus

They taught me how to not care

How to leave before I’m there

How to love without being seen

How to bleed invisibly

We don’t break, we disappear

Call it space, call it fear

I don’t ghost you ‘cause I don’t feel

I ghost you ‘cause it feels too real

( its not cause I don’t feel, cause It feels too real)