Midnight Confessions

(Verse 1)
City lights flicker through the blinds again
Another night of spiraling in my head
Phone screen glowing but nobody calls
A thousand people round me, still I feel small

Mama said the world could change your heart
Guess she knew before I even got the start
I been chasing love in crowded rooms
But it fades before the leaving of the moon

(Pre-Chorus)
Mirror asking questions I can’t face
Every smile feels a little out of place
Tell me why it’s harder every day
To believe the things they say

(Chorus)
These are my midnight confessions
Whispered to the dark, alone
Every scar’s a lesson
But it still don’t feel like, home

Trying hard to be somebody
But I’m breaking in the silence
Searching for somebody
Who could love me through my minds violence

These midnight confessions
Fall like rain from my soul
I’m just missing home tonight
And I don’t feel whole

(Verse 2)
Used to know the stars above my farm
Now they’re hiding in the city’s swarm 
Every face I touch just slips away
Like love don’t ever wanna stay

Got a heart that beats too loud
For a world that’s gotten quiet now
Every promise fades to gray
Before the morning finds its way

(Pre-Chorus)
I keep dancing with my doubts again
Like they’re my only faithful friend
Tell me if I’m good enough
Or just pretending for love

(Chorus)
These are my midnight confessions
Whispered to the dark, alone
Every scar’s a lesson
But it still don’t feel like, home

Trying hard to be somebody
But I’m breaking in the silence
Searching for somebody
Who could love me through my minds violence

These midnight confessions
Fall like rain from my soul
I’m just missing home tonight
And I don’t feel whole

(Bridge)
Maybe love’s just running late
Maybe hearts like mine just wait
Maybe somewhere in the night
Someone sees my light

Even broken halos shine
In the dark at closing time
So I’ll keep this hope alive
Till the morning sun arrives

(Final Chorus)
These are my midnight confessions
Spilling secrets to the moon
Every tear’s a question
Will somebody love me soon

I’m still learning how to breathe
Through the shadows I’ve known
But tonight I’ll hold the pieces
Of a heart that just wants a home

Midnight confessions
From a soul worn thin
Still believing, searching, hoping,  someday
Love will let me in

Rnb, late night vibes, emotional, passionate, female, whistle notes in background