With God I Can

[Verse 1]
Breath on the window
Hands won’t stop their shake
Name on the mirror
I tried to scrape it away
Foot on the threshold
Heart stuck in the past
Every small failure
Feels carved in glass
[Pre-Chorus]
I see their faces
Every room I walk into
I see my traces
Of everything I put you through
[Chorus]
I am scared to move forward
Scared that they will see me
Scared of the person I was
And how that history bleeds
But with God I can breathe now
Take one step
Then again
I am scared
Yeah I’m scared
But with God I can
[Verse 2]
Phone full of numbers
I’m too ashamed to dial
Stories I buried
Still talk in the night
Walk past the church door
Pretend I don’t look twice
Part of me dying
Part of me wants life
[Pre-Chorus]
What if I’m broken
Past the point of any use
What if this hoping
Is the only thing that’s true
[Chorus]
I am scared to move forward
Scared that they will see me
Scared of the person I was
And all the harm beneath
But with God I can breathe now
Face the hurt
Face my friends
I am scared
Yeah I’m scared
But with God I can
[Bridge]
Let the old ghosts talk
I won’t walk with them (no more)
Let the shame run wild
It won’t rule me like before (hey)
If I fall on my face
Grace will find me where I land
I’m afraid
I’m afraid
But I’m reaching out my hand
[Chorus]
I am scared to move forward
Scared that they will see me
Scared of the person I was
But that’s not all of me
‘Cause with God I can breathe now
Start again
Start again
I am scared
Still I stand
‘Cause with God I can

Brooding 80s dark-synth ballad with raspy male vocals, pulsing bass and icy pads that slowly stack; first verse almost whispered over a sparse pattern, tension building with toms and arps. Pre-chorus brings rising chords and distant choir pads, opening into a huge power-chorus with distorted electric guitar, octave synth leads, and gang-style backing vocals on the hook. Final chorus adds higher harmony and sustained guitar bends for cathartic lift., slow, electric