I Had To Do It

[verse]girl if you really want the facts, you been fucking with a mac and, i dont want you no more, you gone say i turned my back, try to tell me how to act, but Im not here for the show, so let me let you go, let me set you free, you can do you just let me be me, I know them tables come around but I aint tryna hold you down, girl Im starting to see this is really hard for me, like my heart ripped from my chest cuz you once was a part of me, pardon me I think Im breaking down.... I never felt this high i dont wanna come down, I aint feeling no pain when you come around, Im standing on the edge and its a long way down, I think I could get used to living with my feet off the ground.... girl I aint wanna do it but I had to do it, cant keep holding on to what I feel Im losing, I dont know where Im going dont know what Im doing, Im just feeling like I know I needa keep it moving, id be a lie if i could say i changed, so go ahead girl and place the blame, i aint really tryna play that game, ive already thought this through, and fuck you.... hoe I never felt this high i dont wanna come down, I aint feeling no pain when you come around, Im standing on the edge and its a long way down, I think I could get used to living with my feet off the ground.... girl I aint wanna do it but I had to do it....