Carrying my invisible weight

[Verse]
I get up
I show up
I play the part
Smile’s painted thick
But it cracks in the dark
Nobody sees the battle I fight
It’s a war in the morning
I lose every night
[Prechorus]
The clock keeps ticking
I keep pretending
Each day begins
But there’s no ending
[Chorus]
Carrying an invisible weight
Walking through life in a fragile state
I’m here
I’m there
But I’m not okay
A ghost in the mirror every single night
A ghost carrying my invisible weight
[Verse 2]
I laugh
I nod
I say the right things
But inside my head
The silence screams
The world spins fast
I’m stuck in slow
Drowning in a river only I know
[Bridge]
Would they notice if I disappeared
Or am I just a shadow that nobody fears
I’m breaking
I’m breaking
Can’t find the glue
Holding together feels like what I can’t do
[Chorus]
Carrying an invisible weight
Walking through life in a fragile state
I’m here
I’m there
But I’m not okay
A ghost in the mirror every single night
A ghost carrying my invisible weight

Sad. Piano-based