I miss you, Always

I miss feeling your heartbeat in my hand while we're laying in bed and I'm tangled in your hair

I miss those big brown eyes and that beautiful smile I just wish you'd stuck around for life

Why did you leave

Why couldn't you see

How much I miss you

It pains me everyday

How much I miss you

Why'd you put that bullet in your brain

Please make my pain go away

I just wish I could kiss you

I'm struggling to see into the light

This path's so dark without you walking by my side

I still try to talk to someone who isn't there

All it does is drive me into tears

Why did you leave

Why couldn't you see

How much I miss you

It pains me everyday

How much I miss you

Why'd you put that bullet in your brain

Please make my pain go away

I just wish I could kiss you

Now every room still echoes your name

Silence hits harder than the pain

I trace the memories in my head

But they don’t warm this empty bed

I’d trade my breath for one more night

One more chance to make this right

But time won’t bend, and you’re not here

Just ghosts and grief and endless fear

[Scream] How do I breathe with half a heart?

[Scream] How do I live when we’re torn apart?

[Scream] You left a wound that won’t repair

[Scream] I’m screaming truths into the air

How much I miss you

It never fades away

How much I miss you

I carry you everyday

I’ll learn to bear this pain somehow

But God, I still need you now

So I’ll keep your voice inside my chest

A shattered soul that won’t find rest

If love survives where you have gone

Then maybe I’m not fully alone