Against My Name

[Intro]
They say it's all my fault
Same old tired claim
But every door swings shut
Soon as they hear my name
[Verse 1]
I bled for this
Hands cracked
Heart torn to bits
Built sky-high plans from a floor of shit
Every step
Another loaded brick
On my back
They love the show when I crack
Quote my falls
Never mention the track
Where I ran through fire
Never once looked back
[Pre-Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I'm wrong
For drowning in a storm I was born into
They write my story like a joke
But they never took the hits I had to
[Chorus]
I am not to blame
It's the whole fucked world against my name
They cheer my feats
Then spit on my face
Turn every bruise to a goddamn case
I am not to blame
You twist my truth
Then call it shame
I gave you blood
You gave me blame
It's the whole fucked world against my name
[Verse 2]
Count my wins?
You just count my sins
Skip the nights I stitched my skin
Just to keep the breaking locked within
I climbed out of graves you dug
Still you tag me as the thug
Every time I stand
You yank the rug
Smile while I choke on your fake-ass love
[Pre-Chorus]
How many times I gotta crawl
Before you stop carving "failure" on my wall
You see the cracks
Never see what they hold
You see the fall
Never see the load
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Yeah
I snapped
Yeah
I said some shit
But you built this trap
Then blamed me when I slipped
You love my strength
Hate my pain
You want the crown
But not the weight on the chain
[Chorus]

Dark trap ballad with heavy sub-bass and sparse piano; verses sit low and haunted, then rise into an explosive, shouted hook. Distorted 808s and detuned bells pulse under dry, up-front male vocals; chorus widens with stacked harmonies, filtered screams, and a crushing, slow head-nod groove., sad, world