Shadows in the Rain

Shadows dance around my mind, whispers in the dark

Lost in the echoes of your name, trying to find a spark

The weight of silence heavy, haunting every step I take

Memories etched in shadows, feeling like a mistake

Your face, a ghost that lingers, in the corners of my view

Searching for a meaning, trying to start anew

Fighting through the darkness, searching for some light

Battles within my soul, day and endless night

Finding my way through the pain, reaching for the dawn

Holding on to hope, even when all feels gone

Your memory’s a anchor, I try to break free

Wandering in this shadow, trying to find me

Since you left, December’s cold, the holidays feel unreal

Echoes of your laughter, it's a wound I can't conceal

Joining the army, thinking I’d escape, forget the past

But the shadows follow, they’re with me to the last

Fighting through the darkness, searching for some light

Battles within my soul, day and endless night

Finding my way through the pain, reaching for the dawn

Holding on to hope, even when all feels gone

Your memory’s a anchor, I try to break free

Wandering in this shadow, trying to find me

Is there salvation in the fight? Or just a hollow gain?

Searching for salvation, through the scars and pain

I’m lost but still hoping, for a break in this rain

Maybe someday I’ll find peace, escape this endless strain

So I keep walking forward, through the rain and snow

Holding onto fragments, of a love I’ll always know

Finding my own way, beneath the endless sky

Hoping one day, I’ll learn to live and fly