Trying to find myself,
Searching for the light I lost.
Sorting through the puzzle of me,
Pieces missing, Pieces borrowed
Pieces i finally admit weren’t mine to be.
Rumors keep floating around,
Truths of words I can’t unhear,
A feeling of a thousand needles lodged into my chest,
I wonder if you know,
Or if your freedom keeps you blind to this test.
I hear it from afar,
Its pulling you deeper, unaware,
The chaos you choose to embrace,
The demon you’ve welcomed is real,
vicious, manipulative, stealing your grace.
I want to scream across the void,
To warn you of what you don’t see,
But only shadows on the walls,
Would catch my whispers of warning.
My lips are sealed tight,
While darkness hunts your fading light.
I pray to God your soul to keep,
May He shake the earth beneath your feet,
And let your stubborn spirit rise,
A fighting angel — your dream, am I right?
Rise, rise like a fiery phoenix?
Let your wings spread wide and strong,
Burn them with your fire, Blind them with your light,
An angel in truth, a fighter by choice
Say it again, Your dream am i right?
Through the ashes,
your flame still glows,
The pain reflecting in your eyes,
becomes your secret weapon.
No longer shackled by their control,
Your life is your own
Your chooses unlimited
For you have reclaimed your soul.