If I can’t have you love
Then I might as well do drugs
After all it’s better to be numb
Smoking four times a day
trying to keep you out of my brain
I can’t do this much longer it’s driving me insane
Drinking till the sun gos down
with you stuck up in my head
Every day I still hear All of the things that you said
That made me fall in love with you over and over again
If I can’t have you love
Then I might as well do drugs
After all it’s better to be numb
Wiring these song to get you off my head
Even though I wish you where
still in my bed
Holding my arm
Like you use to back then
Getting in close till I feel your breath on my neck
If I can’t have your love
Then I might as well do drugs
After all it’s better to be numb
Smoking four times a day
trying to get you out of my brain
I can’t do this much longer it’s driving me insane
Im speeding in the winter rain
because I haven’t seen the sun
in so many days
I feel like I’m dranding
no where to go
People all around me
But I feel so alone
I feel like I’m screaming
But me mouth is still closed
Every one come and there they go
But your all I ever wanted
Going though my old photo
Man I used to be so happy
Where the fuck did that all go tho
I fell so hard for you because
I wanted it to last
but you gave me your heart and I broke it like glass
I acted childish and showed my ass
but
If you would give me one more chance
I promise that (me) I left in the past