(Intro – haunting hums / echo)
Mmm… yeah.
Can’t find peace in my own head…
Thoughts been runnin’, got me hangin’ by a thread…
Yeah.
(Verse 1)
I’ve been drownin’ in the silence, fighting with my pride,
Tryna look strong, but I’m breakin’ down inside.
Thoughts I don’t say been stackin’ like debt,
Voices in my head saying, You ain’t found peace yet.
I smile for the world but I’m hurt when I’m alone,
Feelin’ like a stranger in a place I call home.
Lost a lotta sleep tryna outrun my past,
But these shadows in my mind — they just built to last.
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(Hook – melodic & heavy)
These lost thoughts, they keep chasin’ me down,
Tryna swim in the storm, but I’m startin’ to drown.
I pray to the sky, but I don’t hear a sound,
Still I keep reaching keep reachin’ out.
Yeah, I’m walking through the fire, tryna find my peace,
Chain on my soul, can You give me release?
Lord, I’m broken, can You hear me now?
These lost thoughts… they won’t let me out.
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(Verse 2)
I wrote letters to myself I never did send,
Tryna heal wounds I never let mend.
They say time fixes all, but time just numb,
Now I’m stuck in my head, feelin’ cold and dumb.
Grandma said pray, but I don’t feel worthy,
Devil on my shoulder still tryna do me dirty.
Family don’t check in, feel like im 6 feet under
So I scream to the sky heaven can you hear my crys
(Hook – repeat with added backing vocals)
These lost thoughts, they keep chasin’ me down,
Tryna swim in the storm, but I’m startin’ to drown.
I pray to the sky, but I don’t hear a sound,
Still I keep reachin’… keep reachin’ out.
Yeah, I’m walkin’ through the fire, tryna find my peace,
Chain on my soul, can You give me release?
Lord, I’m broken, can You hear me now?
These lost thoughts… they won’t let me out.
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“Even in my silence… You hear my cries.
Even in the dark… You never hide.”
I been runnin’ from myself… for far too long.
God, if You’re listenin’, help me hold on
(Gospel choir )
These lost thoughts, they don’t own me no more,
I found strength in the pain that I couldn’t ignore.
I talked to God in the middle of war,
And He told me, “Child, you were made for more.”
I’ve walked through the fire, I danced with the pain,
But I made it through the thunder
I ain’t the same.
Yeah, I’m stronger, but I’m still cryin out
These lost thoughts… they won’t take me down.
(Outro)
No… they won’t take me down.
Mmm… lost thoughts… but I found my sound.
