Back to school

So we all grew up walking on our own feet, but you only stood near me. You thought you everything going on with me. You didn’t know at all tho.

You say my life for so easy but you really think you knew how it was to be, that one kid. Sitting quiet in her seat. With my earbuds in Ignoring the comments being said about me.

Just go to school and learn what u need to pass the grade. But it was never that easy I sat and tried to listen will others laughed at me. You think it was sweet to make jokes about not only me but my trauma that I struggled to beat.

Things are funny until it happens to you too. They knew there was only one way to get to me and that was through my sister. She was my only friend but yet because she died they made it there time. They knew I didn’t care and I wouldn’t listen till they said something dumb about my sister.

School isn’t for the weak, it’s not for learning math, or learning to read. It’s just a basic survival Lesson. You think you know your kid better then the ones they bully but yet I was still there starving myself crying in the bathroom knowing one of these times they would find me.