frustrated

Introl
ooooh ohaaohhh Where's the light, where's my fight?
Just a broken clock ticking away my life 
[Verse 1]
I wake up every morning same old routine
Coffee in a mason
 living in a daydream 
i swipe left and right but still can't find mr. right
[Pre-Chorus]
Everybody's moving on chasing success while I'm sinking in my doubts
it’s  just a game of chess.
I scroll through the moments, they're slipping away,
While I'm drowning in silence, I'm screaming for a way.
[Chorus]
FUCK I'm frustrated laaadaadydaaa
im caught in the crossfire of dreams and strife.
Will I ever find love? I'm getting tired of trying…. ooooahooh
[Verse 2]
Living at home feels like a cage of regrets, Where the walls just echo all my secret debts.
No degree to show, no job to claim, just a heart full of anger, caught up in shame.
[Pre-Chorus]
oooh  FUCK i'm frustrated....
I'm searching for answers in the cruelest of places,
Where's the comfort, where's the grace?
caught in the middle of dreams and strife
[Chorus]
Oohaaoohh, I'm frustrated THIS ISN’T THE LIFE Caught in the crossfire of dreams and strife.
[Bridge]
But the voices still whisper, doubt creeping near,
Will I ever feel whole, or stay lost in this fear?
[Chorus]
Oh, I'm frustrated Caught in the crossfire of dreams and strife.
[Bridgel]
all i hear is get it together
But i’m falling apart
[Chorus]
Oooooh, I'm frustrated Caught in the crossfire of dreams and strife.
Will I ever make her proud? 
needless to say I’m depressed 
i don’t need an ear just let my feelings rain.
Will somebody listen?
fuck it!!! i don’t need you to
my heart is bleeding……

female, rap