Life line

Everyone needs an outlet n this is mine

Lyrics are my meditation n medication

So I hopped up on that train before it left the station

My destinations unknown but not my motivation

My Mind traveling dark roads to find salvation

contemplations got me lost in a maze of questions

N I know it's been awhile since my last confession

So I'm on my knees praying for a fucking blessing

From the rap gods as I try to battle this depression

Redemptions on my mind as I walk that fine line

In between the spirit world and the one I left behind

They say it's in your mind, they say it isn't real

But no one else knows the agonizing pain I feel

Got to provide for my family that's the fucking deal

But in spite of all the work I still can't pay the fucking bills

I know my shit can kill when I put that pen to paper

But fucking stage fright ain't never done me any favors

I'm tired of trying ,I wish that I was lying but the grinds got me beat up, it's feeling like I'm dying

Trying to swim and keep my head above the water

Trying to earn a dollar but all I see is a quarter

I'm tired of trying ,I wish that I was lying but the grinds got me beat up, it's feeling like I'm dying

Trying to be who my family sees But the more I try I still cant see the forest through the trees!

How do you combat a past full of trauma

That you can't get past

When every bone in your body says that you won't last

I get asked ,why you hide behind that dark ass mask

Well If you understood the struggle then you wouldn't of asked

I'm completely gassed out by the end of the day

And all I get in return is a fourth of my pay

They say that money is the root of all evil

Well being broke sucks too so shit I'm

Knievel

Stunt jumping n heart pumping my minds running

At a pace u wouldn't believe cuz its mind numbing

An over thinker in every sense of the word

Take a peek inside of my mind you’ll see it’s all blurred

I've made a lot of mistakes n fell at every turn

But every single time was another lesson learned

So in return I'm just looking for some good karma

Trying raise my bank account numbers like it's big Pharma’s

Im tired of trying ,i wish that was lying but the grinds got me beat up , it’s feeling like i’m dying

Trying to swim and keep my head above the water

Trying to earn a dollar but all I see is a quarter

I’m tired of trying ,I wish that I was lying but the grinds got me beat up, it’s feeling like im dying

Trying to be who my family sees but the more I try I still can’t see my fucking destiny!

I’m tired of trying ,I wish that I was lying but the grinds got me beat up, it feeling like I’m dying

Trying to be who my family sees but the more I try I still can’t see the forest through the trees.

I’m tired of trying!!!