[Verse 1]
I need to concede my mind
It’s scattered on the floor by the door
Thoughts circling the drain
Chasing some reason I was here before
I don’t remember the point
Why I started this climb
Or who I meant to be
Just a name on a screen
And a shadow that keeps slipping out of me
[Chorus]
I guess I must’ve done it
Found drugs in my pocket again
Little white secrets saying
“Hide
You don’t have to feel this” (feel this)
I guess I must’ve done it
I’m tired of waking up stunned
But I am who I am
And I’m standing in it
I am who I am
Even broken and blunt
[Verse 2]
I talk to the cracks in the mirror
They answer with a stranger’s face
Been drawing maps on my arms
Trying to trace my way back into grace
Is there a version of me
That isn’t always halfway gone
Or am I just this blur
That everyone swears they saw
[Chorus]
I guess I must’ve done it
Found drugs in my pocket again
Little white secrets saying
“Hide
You don’t have to feel this” (feel this)
I guess I must’ve done it
I’m tired of waking up stunned
But I am who I am
And I’m staying in it
I am who I am
Even bleeding in front
[Bridge]
Maybe there’s no clean slate
Just coffee stains on every page
But if I’m stuck with this skin
I’ll write my name across the rage (oh)
[Chorus]
I guess I must’ve done it
Found drugs in my pocket again
But I’m not just the damage
Not just the ghost of where I’ve been
I guess I must’ve done it
I’m tired of feeling like a stunt
I am who I am
And I won’t run from it
I am who I am
Yeah
I am who I am (hey)