[Style: Emotional Rap/Pop]
[Mood: Chaotic late-night thoughts]
[Tempo: ~92 BPM]
[Sound: Ambient synths, punchy drums, playful but dark energy]
[Intro]
[(voicemail beep… distorted synth)]
Hey… it’s me again
Get the paper and pen
[Verse 1]
Checking in or checking out?
Mental spinning, no patience now
Patiently waiting for my turn
Doesn’t sound absurd, you heard?
Bank account close to zero
Bills piling up like “here we go”
Smile on my face through fire and flames
Act fine but alone’s my favorite place
Bedroom floor in my own home
Silence loud when I’m alone
That’s where fear comes knocking late
Actually nah — he breaks the gate
Assault in my mind every single night
Thoughts so dark I avoid the light
Am I depressed? I don’t know
Am I obsessed? Man… maybe so
[Pre-Chorus]
Meeting adjourned
Mind still running though
[Chorus]
Slide down this spiral… (spirallll)
Maybe one day this goes viral
Then what happens to the hunger?
What if I don’t want it after?
No substance… there he goes again… (againnn)
Every thought turns into a mess
Tag you’re it, now run away
Lickety split before I crash again
[Verse 2]
Who’s this? Who’s you?
I don’t even know what you do
Me neither, ain’t that true?
Name’s ELI… kinda a lie too
Oops, guess he’s on the loose
Not far from the truth
Just don’t call me 96oose
Silly goose, what’s the use?
Where’s this going? I don’t know
Brain moving fast, can’t drive slow
Caved back into lust again
Hate calling myself a bust again
Anywho, anyway
Nobody asked about my day
It was good… I think at least
Smile wide while my mind don’t sleep
[Pre-Chorus]
And honestly…
I don’t know what’s real anymore
[Chorus]
Slide down this spiral… (spirallll)
Maybe one day this goes viral
Then what happens to the hunger?
What if I don’t want it after?
No substance… there he goes again… (againnn)
Every thought turns into a mess
Tag you’re it, now run away
Lickety split before I crash again
[Bridge (minimal drums)]
[(ambient synths + bass pulse)]
Maybe I joke cause the truth hits harder
Maybe I ramble to hide what’s darker
Maybe music’s just me trying to survive…
Without saying it directly
[Final Chorus (bigger)]
Slide down this spiralllllllll
Still somehow not at my final
Every bad night says I should quit
But somehow I’m still writing this
No substance… maybe that’s not true… (not truuue)
Maybe these songs are pieces of you
Maybe chaos turned melodic…
And maybe that’s what makes this honest
[Outro]
[(voicemail static)]
Anyway…
It was good