Cycle of falling

Scared of love,scared of light, every joy comes with a bite . It starts so warm , then turns to gray , another dream just slips away

Scared of happiness, it never stays , like shadows crawling through better days, A trap I walk into again, same end ,same old refrain

No one hears me when I scream , buried beneath a silent dream . I fake a smile , I play the part ,( but I'm just trying to numb my heart x2)

Can you make these feelings go away?

Tired of begging the night to stay . Scared of attachments I can't maintain, tired of dancing with this pain

I can't rely on strength I lost

So I ask again

Can you make these feelings go away?

Tired of fighting just to stay . Scared of love and scared of grace , still I wear a stranger mask . A ghost of who I used to be trapped in this infinity....